Thursday, November 3, 2011

God is LOVE...seriously

One of those things that people just say all the time in church - "God is love."

It's along the same lines as "Jesus loves you" and "Christ died for your sins" and all those important things that people should know, hear all the time, but never really know.  Ya know?

Today, while I was trying to explain the purpose of the teacher strike to the students, I found that I was faced with some students who understood, but also a handful of conceited responses that seem to think that everything revolves around them:
"Why are you striking?" "Does that mean we don't get to play sports anymore because of you being on strike (unpaid work)?" "Does that mean we don't get our report cards because you are doing less work (even if it's unpaid work)?" "This is stupid"  "How is this for us?" *tunes out explanation*

In my perspective, what is the point of taking a stand in doing something for these people who don't understand, don't appreciate, and don't care to learn about it?  The terms ignorant, arrogant, short-sighted, self-absorbed, and immediate gratification comes to mind.

Yes, I'm pissed.  Because in a job where most teachers are willing to sacrifice their own pathetic salary in an extremely expensive city to receive a better learning environment for the sake of the students, and receiving rude and condemning responses from the students really stirs up a wrath from within me.

At the same time, each day I go through praying for God to give me love and patience towards the kids, this experience really taught me how God must see us:
A bunch of whiney ninnies who are given a ton of blessings and yet still complains about how unfair life is.  People who think they are better and deserve more than their neighbour.  People who finds delight in seeing others fail just to make themselves feel like more of a winner.  People who does not hesitate to take and feels like it's the biggest thing in the world to sacrifice.

How did God manage not to smite all us???  Because GOD IS LOVE.  And it's damn hard having the power to rid this world of this dysfunctional race and choosing not to do it because He actually loves us that much. 

All I have to say is everyone should be thankful that I'm not God because we'd all be fried chicken by now.